don't know how to start this one...i know, amazing, lauren at a loss for words.

yesterday was crap all in all. after a manic day at work i got home really in need of a glass of wine. i called irene to see how things were going with uncle bill and she told that he died that morning. it was kind of a shock. i don't think anyone was really expecting it all to happen so fast.

as rich would say, you can go through all the cliche's of "oh, he's in a better place, back with lily" and i guess those things can give some people comfort. but the fact is that it just sucks and there isn't really much more to say than that.

yes, i'm sad, but this too shall pass. i'm really pleased that val's coming into town today. it'll be nice to have a little family support.