all a bit strange

it's official. i'm having trouble adjusting to the new job. i think part of it is that i'm so far away from the people i work with, part of it is the new environment, and part of it is that there is always this staff/faculty divide and its hard to conquer.

don't get me wrong, i will enjoy the work once i actually sink my teeth into it, but at the moment when i'm still trying to find my feet i feel a bit lost. my gemini personality is kicking in because one moment it will be fabulous and i'll love it (usually when i'm talking to the art teachera nd we're generating ideas) and the next minute its all a bit blasé (i get blank looks when i ask for a statement of the account i manage so i can budget the money accordingly).

this was the longest day ever.

oh, and i think i just got serious used to pushing paper around and the sense of accomplishment that comes with that type of work at the end of the day. my brain isn't quite used to *thinking* yet and turning those thoughts into action.

a couple of laps on my bike around sefton park should clear my head.