boo.

well, didn't get that job. it sucks, but there's unfortunately not much more to say! i'm going to meet up with the senior learning officer next week so i can get some feedback, but i already know where i went wrong:

1) was really nervous about the presentation once i got there as the power point was all set up and i don't do power point. it's just a visual distraction to make you look good and give an audience with ADD something to occupy their eyes with. for a presentation to 3 people? but in any case, it made me nervous cause i didn't have one.

2) as usual, i came away thinking of all the things i *should* have said and didn't. all the great events i have planned, but didn't think to mention.

3) somehow forgot that i haven't known these people for long and they don't know what i'm capable of. i was too used to just being handed better jobs and great work in montreal because i was simply known. i don't have a reputation in liverpool for anything other than being canadian.

so that's it in a nutshell. i'll get over it, but nobody likes to fail.